bABAi 2009.. weLComE 2010…

So many thing happened to me thru this year.. 

As all of you might knew.. It’s my 1st year being someone wife.. hehe.. Not available dah.. banyak gila benda pahit manis aku redah thn ni.. aduhai.. 

Mana aku nk mulakan dulu.. hum yg sedih part la na.. xbyk sgt.. tp cukup la tuk aku rasa perit dia.

Pertama.. Kurang lebih 2minggu selepas aku berkahwin.. Cik bby telah berjaya memasukkan dirinya ke operation theater. Kenapa??

Hum minor operation on his feet.. membuang lebihan tulang yg tumbuh bak cendawan pada kaki kanan beliau.. mengambil masa sebulan tuk recover & hampir setahun tuk full recovery.. Rutin seharian tika itu amat padat.. Baru nk menyesuaikan diri menjadi suri seseorang. Bebanan kerja di opis. Bebanan kerja yg baru hendak dipikul dirumah. Aku berusaha sebaik mungkin tuk menjaga mkn minum suami yg pergerakan agak terbatas.. sebolehnya semua keperluan & permintaan cik bby aku harus jaga & tunaikan.. Mentua byk membantu.. Wheelchair & mobile toilet bowl tuk cik bby pn ada time tu.. Semua bapa mentua yg belikan.. 

Yg akhir.. Last May.. aku miscarriage. How sedih am I that time only Allah know.. GOD.. cemna nk mulakn ni.. aura nk nagis tu dah mai.. Ok cool.. Start.. Aku di uji ngan dugaan yg sgt2 berat bg aku.. Pity cik bby.. Riak wajah dia time doc ckp aku miscarriage tu smp hari ni aku leh bayang.. Aku tau dia sedih sgt.. Apa lah perasan korang agaknya bila suami turut bersedih.. Manusia yg begitu sabar & tabah aku rasa kecundang jua ngan dugaan maha hebat tika itu.. Ego yg menebal berjaya dikikis dgn tangisan.. Luluh hati aku.. Pilu jiwa ini. Sedih dgn dugaan tuhan, sakit menahan D&C.. aduhai.. aku redho.. skali lg mertua byk membantu. cik bby menjagaku sebaik & sedaya mungkin. Syukur pd tuhan atas kurniaan makhluk hebat ini utk aku.  

Life must go on kan.. aku senantiasa menadah tangan berdoa pd Maha Esa agar aku di kurniakan zuriat lg selepas ni.. 

Best part lak.. 

Aku byk belajar nk jd istri org ni.. Aku dah pandai masak.. Hehe.. Mak aku xcaya tau.. Akulah manusia paling xreti masak skali dlm dunia ni.. Hehe.. Tp bla bergelar istri pd FARIZ HAMID aku dah blajar masak.. Dah pandai dah.. Hehhe.. Bangga oo.. Pasni aku akn buat post pasal mari memasak pulak yer.. 

Lg2.. Aku dah senang bgun pg time cuti.. Aku dah rajin skit kemas umh.. Dlu aku harap hazel buat ja.. Aku malas.. Aku xsuka kemas2 ni. KEMAS+PELUH=BUSUK.. Aku xsuka busuk2.. 

Lg2.. Aku bersyukur sgt dpt mertua yg mcm mak ayh sniri.. Ipar aku pn 1 kepala ngn aku.. Bkn apa.. time blum kawin dlu byk sgt tgk cita melayu.. Mertua dera menantu la.. Mertua xsuka menantu la.. Ahahaha.. Pengaruh tv sungguh aku ni..

Lg2.. Thn ni aku byk bercuti2.. Dr dlm mesia smp la oberci.. Riang sungguh aku..

Lg2.. Kerjaya.. Sgt kukuh.. Mendapat boss yg sguh baik lg sporting.. Bess oo.. Fo sho ramai yg jeiles ngan aku..

Lg2.. Aku ngan cik bby dah start kumpul harta tuk ank2 sok.. Huhu.. Bangga aku.. Dpt gak kumpul asset sniri.. Ngan hasil usaha & titik peluh kami sniri.. Kami boleh..

Lg2.. Ni part TERBAIK time ujung2 thn ni. It’s time for YES.. apa tu? YEAR END SALE la beb.. wi huhuhu.. Setakat entri ini di post.. Aku telah berjaya membeli watch, jeans, bajus, accessories, handbags & shoes.. Byk xbyk sila rujuk huruf ‘s’ di akhir setiap word.. kui.. kui.. kui.. Hanya dlm masa 2minggu seblum menutup tirai 2009 ok.. 

Lalalalalalalala… Riang sungguh hati beta..

Jd pada semua yg xjemu2 menjengok blog aku yg borink ni, trimas aku ucapkan.. Teruskanlah menjengok thn hadapan yer.. Aku menjanjikan yg terbaik untuk semua.. Dgn rupa paras baru dan aku berazam tuk merajinkan diri ni tuk mengupdate blog ini supaya tidak usang dan borink lg..

Smp berjumpa lg (huh sguh skema)..

Tatata… Esok, nk pg becuti lg... 

Lalalalalalalala… Riang lg hati beta..

aKu & maSaLaH pEmaKaNAn

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60kg… What? OMG.. Gumoknya aku.. Ke timbang ni yg salah.. 

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*Waaaa… Penimbang tu mmg xrosak.. Mmg aku dah 60kg.. Sethn naik 8kg.. Aaarrrghhhhh..
*Tension.. Mkn2.. Uik.. STOPPP.. Kan dah gumok.. 
*Cian cik bby.. Bwk keta sorang2.. Aku tdo lak.. Xpa.. Teman lah.. Hum.. Ngantuk jugak.. Mkn lah.. Uik.. STOPPP.. Kan dah gumok.. 

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*Milah kawin arini.. Sedap lak lauk knuri dia.. Nk g tambah lah.. Uik.. STOPPP.. Kan dah gumok.. 
*Umm kija byk ni.. G kedai dlu lah.. Leh kudap2 jap g.. Uik.. STOPPP.. Kan dah gumok.. 
*ODW balik dr opis.. Huhu da org jual gorpis ngan kopok leko.. Bli lah.. Uik.. STOPPP.. Kan dah gumok.. 

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CEMNA NI.. MOLOT NI KIJA NK NGUNYAP JA.. NYAP.. NYAP.. XRETI NK DOK DIAM.. PEOT NI LAK MAKIN MEMBUNCIT SMP ADA ORG KATA AKU NGANDUNG.. AAAAAA AKU ADA MASALAH PEMAKANAN.. TIDAKK..

Today is the day..

We met in 1993 when my father decided to move to ALOR SETAR from TAIPING..

As I remember I was in standard 4 at that time. From girl school to skolah campo2. That was my 1st time berkelas dgn dak laki.. They are horrible. Mess. Sigh..

Akan tetapi.. Dlm byk2 tu da sorang yg btol2 buat aku dup dap dup dap.. And there he is.. I can imagine vividly until now. Chubby plus gelap xgelap sgt boy with sepet eyes. Hehe.. So comel.. At that time aku dah set 1 ari nanti aku musti jd gf dak ni.. Hehe.. Kecik2 dah gatai..

We’re at same class until 1998. Become enemy, then friend and tetiba ja best friend. Until one day.. 22nd Nov 2002. We become couple. Cem xpecaya ja.. Huhuhu.. Terasa terbang di udara.. That what I feel..

After 6 years of bitter sweet.. Cewahh.. 19 Dec last year. Lepas solat asar. Muhammad Fariz & Nur Hazreen officially becomes husband & wife. Wi huu.. New journey begins..

Today.. 

It’s our 1st wedding anniversary.. 

What more can I say.. He is my other half.. He is my strength.. He brings joy to my life.. Angel of my heart. My savior.. My hero.. Huhuhu.. 

Perasaan aku?? Teharu.. Teruja.. dan sgt2 berSYUKUR..

Dear,

Having you as my husband is the most meaningful and most priceless gift from Allah s.w.t. in my life. You’re timeless.. I’m proudly saying that I LOVE YOU with all my heart. Happy anniversary CIK BBY..

My doa, that we will always be together. Dimurahkn rezeki.. Bahagia.. Sihat.. Gembira.. And I really wish that kita akan dikurniakan zuriat dr yg ESA.. Amin..

Until death do us apart.. 

Love,
Your sayang.

bERCuTi..

Walawehh..

Don’t know how may I describe my riang right now.. Huhu.. I’m going for vacay..

Xlama.. Tp cukup tuk merelaxkan aku..

Wii huuu.. 
Not that im saying yg my work load tu byk sgt.. Tp I do need vacay right now..

Spend more time with cik bby..

Tenyum.. Tenyum..
Motif aku bercuti.. It’s almost a year dah..

Jap ja.. Pejam celik. Pejam celik.. Gaduh baik.. Gaduh baik..Dah kat sethn..

Bercuti??

Ntah dah brapa kali dah dlm thn ni.. Kami byk bercuti cuti mesia. Tp yg ni lain skit.. 2nd honeymoon I guess.. Hehehe.
K lah.. Nk balik dah.. 
Salam..

wAitiNg

Dua benda major yg leh buat aku hangin ialah hujan ngan tunggu org.. Aku.. Mmg xsuka tunggu2 org ni.. Hish.. Not that im so punctual.. Tp aku mmg pantang la kalu tunggu org lelama.. 5 minit pn aku mmg xtahan menunggu.. Aku bkn penyabar orangnya.

Ni lah muka aku menunggu cik bby ptg smlm.. Nk p giant ja pn.. Nk bli bahan nk buat kuah kacang.. Bkn aku xleh p sniri.. Tp aku saja ja nk merap.. Ngada2.. Resultnya bila cik bby smp aku xlah la nk ngamuk.. Sbb? Sbb bkn salah dia pn.. Aku yg over.. Hehe.. Nasib cik bby sungguh baik.. Kalu org lain aku dah bg muka no.4 aku dah.. 

p/s: aku perasan.. aku byk mengeluh..HELPP..

bOSAn

Harini.. 111209.. 
Opis .. Kosong.. Mana semua org pegi.. Biasa la.. Bila bilik ni KOSONG.. 

Ini bilik cik BOSS.. cik BOSS cutiey.. PANJANG...

Makhluk yg lain pn turut mengosongkan tempat.. AKU.. Duk la sensorang kat sini.. Tangan ni nk ketuk hapa kat keyboard ni pn xtau lg.. Aku pakai belasah ja..

Lagu rihanna ni ntah dah brapa kali aku ulang sejak pagi tadi.. Nk kata aku nk hafal xla jugak.. Maybe telinga aku nk sgt dgr ulang2.. Kalu rihanna yg betol nyanyi live kat depan aku skarang maybe dia dah naik menyebai.. Ntah dah xdok sora pa.. Hehehe.. Lantak la.. Aku nk dgr lg.. Lagu apa? Lagu ni..

RUSSIAN ROULETTE

TAKE A BREATH
TAKE IT DEEP
CALM YOURSELF
HE SAYS TO ME
IF YOU PLAY
YOU PLAY FOR KEEPS
TAKE A GUN
AND COUNT TO 3

I’M SWEATING IT OUT
MOVING SLOW
NO TIME TO THINK
MY TURN TO GO

AND YOU CAN SEE MY HEART BEATING
YOU CAN SEE IT THROUGH MY CHEST
SAID I’M TERRIFIED, BUT I’M NOT LEAVING
I KNOW THAT I MUST PASS THIS TEST
SO JUST PULL THE TRIGGER

SAY A PRAYER
TO YOURSELF
HE SAYS CLOSE YOUR EYES
SOMETIMES IT HELPS
AND THEN I GET
A SCARY THOUGHT
THAT HE’S HERE
MEANS HE’S NEVER LOST

AND YOU CAN SEE MY HEART BEATING
YOU CAN SEE IT THROUGH MY CHEST
SAID I’M TERRIFIED, BUT I’M NOT LEAVING
I KNOW THAT I MUST PASS THIS TEST
SO JUST PULL THE TRIGGER

AS MY LIFE FLASHES BEFORE MY EYES
I’M WONDERING WILL I 
EVER SEE ANOTHER SUN RISE
SO MANY WON’T GET THE CHANCE TO SAY GOODBYE
BUT IT’S TOO LATE TO THINK OF THE VALUE OF MY LIFE

AND YOU CAN SEE MY HEART BEATING
YOU CAN SEE IT THROUGH MY CHEST
SAID I’M TERRIFIED, BUT I’M NOT LEAVING
I KNOW THAT I MUST PASS THIS TEST

AND YOU CAN SEE MY HEART BEATING
YOU CAN SEE IT THROUGH MY CHEST
SAID I’M TERRIFIED, BUT I’M NOT LEAVING
I KNOW THAT I MUST PASS THIS TEST
SO JUST PULL THE TRIGGER

Sementara tunggu cik B abis solat jumaat, perut aku ni pn join nyanyi gak.. Hum nk mkn apa la hari ni.. Pg td dah mkn nasik lemak dah.. Dah makin berlemak dah aku sekarang ni.. 

Owh.. Bru aku teringat.. Aku sebenarnya nk kongsi gambar anak member opis aku ni ngan semua.. Terasa comel pulak dak ni..

Hum amacam.. comel x? Gambar boleh menrungkai seribu rahsia.. Aku nk sgt tau apala yg si Yaser ni tgh PK time ni.. Maybe PK, asal abg dia yg enteprem lebey2.. Hehhe.. Comel budak ni..

K lah.. Cik B pn dah sampai.. Time 2 makan..

me Demam...

hi there,

this is how i looked like on monday morning.. so riang ria mcm nk sambut raya..

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it's me again.. tp dah petang skit.. me.. not feeling well.. huhu..

I want to go home so so badly..

       

the result.. gOt myself MC.. have a long rest yesterday.. 

& today i'm back on track.. riang ria..

wihooo..   

cOkLat iTam

Recently I’ve been reading ‘IRIN PUTRI’ blog. How I been spellbound of what she been writing.. Aku bole rasa keiklasan dr penulisan dia..

While I was reading, I notice that we shared the same passion about; sweet, tempting and delicious (her words) a.k.a chocolate & dessert..

After few more reading I found out while she was pregnant, she been craving this kind of choc. It's the dark chocolate version of Ferrero Rocher.. Unfortunately at that time it's quite difficult to find in Malaysia. She said that she settled with a Hershey's dark chocolate instead.. But it wasn't the same! (her words) Hum I wonder how it taste like.. I know the taste of Hershey’s dark choc.. Pahit.. aku xbrapa sgt kalu pahit2 ni..

Nak dijadikan cerita.. Yesterday cik bby & I go for some grocery shopping.. aku ni kalu xlalu kat bahagian choc ni mmg xsah la.. While I was walking & looking & searching for kinder bueno I saw the same choc that been said by Irin.. hehehe.. So.. What did I do??

Grab it la of course.. Nk la jugak tahu rasa dia kan2..

And..

Irin were definitely right.. Betol2 sedap.. xla pahit sgt.. bau dia.. mak aii.. perghh.. masyukk..

ni la rupanya.. cik bird sekadar hiasan..

LePaK pLace tiMe petaNg2..

After almost a year of our marriage. Last Saturday cik bby and I decided to go to our ‘used to be lepak place’.. hehe tompek den becinto la.. 

Me myself sgt suka tmpt ni.. DAMAI.. seswai sgt la tuk org becinto ni ha.. Bring along family pn ok gak.. Riang jer bebudak tu main kat playground. Also place for jogging, minum petang & yg buat knuri kawin kat cni pn ada gak.. Best ooo tempat ni..

Sedikit pic tuk di kongsi bersama..

cik bby was drive that petang.. 

               

dah sampai.. this is the place..

tempat isi perut..

cik bby menikmati panorama.. cewahh..

me from behind.. woi tembam.. lose sum weight la.. 

   

posing ala2 cover mag gitu..

dah jum balik.. hehe..

sOuvENiR fRom CHina..

My collogue Uncle Ee just come back from China.. Going there for ‘RAIL INSPECTION’, keja la of course. Humm he always showers me with souvenir. Look what he buy for me diz time.. 

Tadadada.. Chocolate plus fridge magnet.. Huhu.. Feel like to hug him.. But no need la.. 

Kitkat from Pak Syed.. He do the same to.. But not from China la.. From 7E across my office ja. Hehehe.. But it’s ok. As long as chocolate, it will be fine.

They know I love choc so so much... Hahaha..

To both of u.. Love to say that.. TQ dear uncle.. 

• Hummm I wonder what Raffa bought for me.. He goes to China too.. 

taHNiaH...

Dia, 
Sahabat karib ku sewaktu di university.. 
Kebetulan kami berkongsi bilik, kelas dan nama yg sama..

Dia,
Pembangkit semangat & kekuatan aku tuk belajar. 
Mentor dan rival aku dari sudut positif.. 

Dia,
Berjaya & aku ikut serta..
Kami menggenggam kejayaan bersama..

Dia,
Kini mengikut jejak ku ke laluan itu..
Ke gerbang bahagia & aku doakan yg terbaik tuk dia..

Dia,
Sahabatku..
Hazreen Ahmed Redza..

*Tahniah wahai sahabat..

  Maaf kerana aku tidak turut serta..